Prince Zuko 🔥 祖寇 (
rediscovering) wrote2020-07-14 02:14 am
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INFORMATION
Fire Prince Zuko
CHARACTER NAME
Avatar: the Last Airbender
CANON
Season 3, episode 19; before his Agni Kai
TIMEPOINT
16 years old
CHARACTER AGE
Elemental, focus on fire; an often ferret-sized dragon, named Zunyan ("Dignity"), or Zun ("Honor") for short
MAGIC AND FAMILIAR
Avatar Wiki | Avatar Wikia | Zuko Wiki | Zuko Wikia
SERIES INFO
Ellie
PLAYER NAME
summerdive or PM me on Dreamwidth
CONTACT
Sakurada Miwako »
happyberry
OTHER CHARACTERS
EST; replies within a week or less, typically; please feel free to poke me if not!
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PERSONALITY
He's a reflective, intelligent, profound young man, who's been given far too much cause to ponder the big questions in his short life so far. Turning the microscope inwards has been as much to his advantage as it has been to his detriment. He's wont to analyze the hard stuff: defining honor, contemplating his destiny, reevaluating bonds, relearning how to love, pondering his place in the universe (now quite literally)... He's fun at parties. He has a pure heart, naturally leaning toward compassion against all odds, with an innate idealism that drives him toward great things, whatever direction he chooses to go in with it. He struggles to follow his own moral compass, but he's hard at work within himself trying to map out his way to a kinder worldview. He's easily influenced by others around him, and responds well to guidance from those he perceives as wiser and more composed than himself. However, it's not always easy for him to identify people's true intentions, and an ill-intentioned person's lies can influence him to do things he may later be ashamed of. The pendulum of his still malleable convictions swings far, but for someone who's still figuring out his own philosophies, he's surprisingly outspoken about his opinions — which has gotten him into some serious trouble.
For as intelligent as he is, Zuko is none too calculated — he's extremely impulsive and headstrong, and deliberately puts himself into dangerous positions with ill-conceived plans at best, no plans at worst. Once he's made up his mind, he's stubborn until he comes around by himself to a better clarity. He's hotheaded and explosive, despite his recent extra efforts in his anger management skills. He tends to be on the less talkative side, but once he's opened up with people more, in fact he's quite reactive and emotive — for better or worse. He's not fully literate in reading body language, and many seemingly obvious social cues fly right over his head. He doesn't have fun the way "normal" people do — he's perpetually dour and uneasy, even when he's trying to get on well. He just hasn't had enough practice having fun. But he's learning quickly, after being recently adopted by his first real friend group as the newest member of "Team Avatar" at home, and he'll learn even quicker now with his new life at ease in Prismatica.
With his recent decision to become "good," comes learning how to let loose and joke around and make good friends. He's built so much of his identity on resilience, and lies to himself about being emotionally self-sufficient, but as he's maturing, he's realizing there's no shame in accepting help from others — in fact, it's crucial and necessary. Everyone needs friends to rely on; it can only happen if you let it happen. In Prismatica, Zuko has the chance to put his new, positive worldview to the test. Essentially, he's here to learn how to live, laugh, love.
HISTORY
Fire Lord Sozin knew the Avatar would be reborn as an Air Nomad in the next life, and so after murdering Roku, he commanded the genocide of the Air Nomads as a means to defeat the Avatar preemptively. However, the next incarnation of the Avatar, a twelve-year-old monk named Aang, had gone into deep hiding in the South Pole before Fire Lord Sozin began to enact his genocide — so unbeknownst to anyone for a full century, the Avatar was the last airbender to survive. Seemingly, the Avatar had disappeared, and hadn’t been seen for over one hundred years; and in that time the Fire Nation grew stronger, and the world’s hope grew dimmer that peace may ever return — let alone the Avatar…
Cue Zuko. Banished 13-year-old Fire Nation prince embarking on a three-year-long wild goose chase around the globe on sheer principle. Zuko’s great-grandfather was not the only complicated, vicious fire lord; his son, Fire Lord Azulon, continued his legacy, and signed away a young Zuko’s life on a poetic whim. Fire Lord Azulon had two sons, Iroh, Zuko’s uncle, and Ozai, Zuko’s father. Iroh was a decorated military general in the Fire Nation armies, but while they were both away at war, his young son, Zuko’s older cousin Lu-Ten, was killed in battle. Iroh, far more empathetic and sentimental than the rest of his family, could not keep his composure after the loss of his son, and resigned from his military position in the middle of a major siege he’d been leading. Meantime, upon hearing of this terrible news, his cutthroat brother Ozai began scheming. Ozai proposed to their father Azulon that in Iroh’s stead, since he had shown weakness in battle and now had no bloodline with the death of his son, Azulon should appoint him, Ozai, as crown prince instead, as his children were living, and he was “just as loyal” to the Fire Nation as Iroh was. Azulon was affronted by the coldhearted suggestion, and as punishment for conceiving of something so vicious, he told Ozai he would have to pay the same price Iroh paid: the death of his firstborn son. Ozai agreed. However, Zuko’s kindhearted mother, Ursa — the child’s sole comfort, confidant and protector then — found out about the plan, and begged Ozai not to kill their son. Instead, an arrangement was made with Ursa where Zuko’s life would be spared, but Ozai would become Fire Lord, and Ursa would be mysteriously banished. So in the dead of night, Ursa came to kiss a young Zuko goodbye for the last time, and vanished without explanation. Zuko lived on as crown prince without her by his side — but not for long.
Ozai found another way to remove him. As a 13-year-old, Zuko felt disregarded and wanted to be involved politically to prepare for his future as fire lord. He begged to be allowed to sit in on a war council meeting, and with his kindly uncle at his side, they snuck him in — on the one condition Zuko would not speak. However, when the general in the war chamber began to elaborate on a plan to use a troop of inexperienced Fire Nation soldiers as bait in an Earth Kingdom invasion, Zuko’s empathy got the better of him, and he spoke out of turn to defend the soldiers that were to be sacrificed. His father was insulted by his son’s impudence, and so was the general whom he’d spoken out against. When asked if Zuko would defend his words with an Agni Kai, a ritual firebending battle, he interpreted this challenge as being a fight against the general he’d contradicted… However, the young boy was surprised to see it was in fact his own father whom he’d just challenged to a duel. He was told he had spoken out in his father’s war chamber, and the shame in Zuko’s behavior reflected only onto the Fire Lord himself. But the child refused to fight his father, laying himself out at the fire lord’s feet in tears, pleading. He maintained he meant no disrespect — that he was Ozai’s loyal son, and only had what he thought were his best considerations for the Fire Nation at heart. But Ozai found his refusal to fight even more shameful, and accosted the child for being weak and a coward. He told the thirteen-year-old boy: “You will learn respect, and suffering will be your teacher.” Zuko’s father then punished him for something so innocent by permanently disfiguring him with a blast of flame that seared half his face. This was not enough punishment, however, and he further banished the prince from the Fire Nation, sending him in exile to scour the world in search of the Avatar, whom hadn’t been seen for a full century.
But that didn’t deter Zuko from his search. For three years, he traveled the globe with his kindly Uncle, also disgraced and unwelcome at home now, but not banished. Iroh was merely there to support and look after Zuko, like a father should a son. The prince became fixated on the idea that if he could find and capture the Avatar to bring home to his father, then his father would welcome him back home, and in doing so, Zuko’s honor would be restored at last. It took Zuko three seasons worth of making mistakes and regretting them, until he learned for himself that only you can take away your own honor, and only you can restore it. No one else can touch your honor — even your family. But he only came to that realization the hard way, and only by the miracle that after a full century, the Avatar returned, and Zuko found him.
While searching the South Pole, Zuko just happened to be in the right place at the right time on his global goose hunt. The Avatar had been frozen in an iceberg for the past hundred years, and two Water Tribe teenagers accidentally released him — Zuko noticed the shock and light that this produced, and followed his gut straight to them. He spent every last ounce of effort and energy from then on following the Avatar and his new friends around the world, chasing the young boy down, determined to capture him at last. The only thing that had given him hope in three years was finally coming to a culmination. But after repeatedly trying and failing to locate him, trying and failing to defeat him, trying and failing to capture him, did he realize this was not his destiny.
For a short time, Zuko took off on his own, feeling he no longer had anything to gain from traveling with his humble uncle, as he honed his skills as a stealthy thief — maybe with a little too much practice. In his time touring the Earth Kingdom by himself, riding an ostrich-horse under the blazing sun for days on end, with no money or food, he began trying to reform his character on his own, realizing people are kinder than he thought, and that he’d rather not screw them over. He also began to realize the abject devastation his country wrought on the entire world for years and years, shattering the propaganda he’d been fed as the truth his entire life. After some time, he spontaneously defended the Avatar and his friends, reuniting with his uncle, and this led to a warrant for both their arrests. After this, the two men assumed false identities and went undercover as Fire Nation fugitives, living peacefully as refugees in the Earth Kingdom in disguise. They worked in a tea shop together, which did marvels for humbling Zuko, giving him the slightest chance for the first time in his life to be a normal teenage boy who goes on dates and hangs out with other teenagers — which his uncle eagerly supported, even against Zuko’s own will. This time soon became tumultuous once Zuko discovered the Avatar had arrived to their same city.
Without a plan, Zuko set off in disguise to steal the Avatar’s sky bison, their team’s main transportation. Once he found the bison in secret, however, Iroh found him. He urged Zuko to reconsider the kind of man he wants to become — to redefine his own destiny for himself, rather than continuing to be senselessly bent on a destiny his father’d forced on him. If Zuko seized his own destiny, he held the reins on his life independently. Realizing this drastic change in morality, Zuko surprised himself by freeing the Avatar’s bison, instead of stealing it. This was a crucial turning point in Zuko’s psychology — so much that it launched him into days and days of sickness and fever, physical symptoms brought on by massive mental anguish, shock and anxiety from his decision to break his destiny after three years of dogged pursuit. When push came to shove, he was presented the opportunity to either join the Avatar and his uncle and fight against his vicious sister, or join her in her attempts to murder both, and welcome Zuko back home to the Fire Nation. In an equally crucial lapse of judgment, Zuko took his sister Azula’s side.
Upon returning home, the prince was unhappier than ever before, and didn’t understand why. His lifestyle was charmed and relaxed again, he had a girlfriend whom he loved and who loved him — or at least they didn’t hate each other the way they both hated everyone else, which was profound and the closest thing to love Zuko could recognize then. His father wanted him around again, even believing him to be a hero. Azula, ever the cruel and manipulative sister Zuko never deserved, had lied to their father by telling him Zuko had been the one to defeat the Avatar, giving him all the glory — but in fact, she had been secretly giving him all the shame and fresh dishonor, because she knew that he knew that somehow the Avatar had survived, and set him up for disgrace. And they were correct: the Avatar was alive, and still determined to defeat Fire Lord Ozai and dismantle the Fire Nation’s government. And after deep, difficult, damning consideration, Zuko decided he shared this goal. He wrote a vague breakup letter to his girlfriend, prayed to his mother’s shrine, confronted his father to speak his truths, and abandoned his princely life, bolting in the night, determined to join and help the Avatar, against all odds — but not against his better judgment. For once, he felt sound in that he was making the right decision. It was difficult to convince the Avatar and his friends that Zuko had good intentions toward them now and had changed inside, but after showing he understood fire can unintentionally hurt others if you don’t control your emotions, the Avatar understood Zuko was sincere, and agreed to allow Zuko to teach him firebending and join their mission.
In the time spent traveling with the Avatar and his other good-natured friends, Zuko became a different person — or rather, he became his true self. He’d not spent much time in his life hanging out with kids his own age, and certainly had no friends his own age apart from leeching off his sister’s friends — one of whom having been his ex-girlfriend Mai. He’d never made his own friend even once in his life until he joined the Avatar’s group. It was a continual effort in how to connect with others and build trust together. But with every attempt, Zuko proved the strength of his character and the purity of his heart to everyone around him quite naturally, while also showing immense bravery — and often immense awkwardness, too. After gaining his new friend group’s respect and affection, Zuko became a crucial member of Team Avatar in their ambitions to defeat his father, no longer afraid to confront him or to confront himself.
His destiny had seemed to go wildly off-course, before he realized it had in fact gotten back on track, and he was the only one holding the reins. His kindly uncle and gentle mother had always recognized Zuko’s natural inclination to protect the weak from the strong, and they both knew his innate empathy would inevitably guide his destiny — they saw who he truly was. But Zuko’d had to lose himself in order to find himself again, and he did that by himself — but not alone. After a short lifetime in various shades of solitude, trauma, and rejection, it was a profound lesson to learn to accept kindness as much as it was to dole it out. No one can be emotionally self-sufficient, and independence can’t exist in isolation, which was the hardest lesson for Zuko to accept. Everyone needs others to survive their own inner lives, and the value of teamwork is an incomparable force to be reckoned with, when fighting for the right side. It was a hard path he is still traveling, and his dual nature will forever prompt his self-reflection — but no longer tempt him away from the truth.
ABILITIES
INVENTORY
TWIN DAO SWORDS
Two large blades, dual broadswords that Zuko wields together at once; antique Fire Nation Royal Family artifacts, most likely.FIRE PRINCE CROWN
Zuko’s hairpiece as crown prince. Another momento to keep on the shelf. His hair may grow long enough to wear it again while in Prismatica, but even if he has occasion to dress up — he may still not be so keen to wear his crown again. Perhaps best kept on the shelf as a quiet reminder for his eyes only. To anyone else it'd merely appear to be a simple, golden trinket. And for now, that's what he'd like to pretend it is, too.SCROLL OF VARIOUS PARCHMENTS
Update: Given to Gokudera Hayato (bakudan_bambino) in October 2020 in Prismatica, in the spirit of friendship and some poetic serendipity, believing Gokudera to be some sort of Avatar in his own world, meaning to emulate his great-grandfathers, Sozin and Roku, the Fire Prince and the Avatar, when Sozin gave his crown to Roku as a parting gift to symbolize their deep friendship. Zuko gifted Gokudera with his crown when playfully trying on each other's clothes, going over Zuko's collection of pictures, and comparing their different cultures. In Zuko's eyes, it was a meaningful, heavily symbolic gift to honor the mafioso as his best friend. Destiny returned the crown to him in Avalon; but he plans to give it to Gokudera all over again anyway. Aang has no hair. An alien Avatar will have to do.
• A portrait of his mother UrsaMAGIC TEABAGS
• A portrait of his uncle Iroh
• A portrait of him and his ex-girlfriend Mai
• A portrait of the Royal Family when he was a child
• The wanted poster for himself and Uncle Iroh
• The wanted poster for Appa
• Painting of palace gardens
• Acquired in Prismatica. A printed modern photo: a selfie of Zuko and Gokudera together, Zuko dressed in Gokudera's punk jewelry and T-shirt, Gokudera in Zuko's Fire Nation clothes wearing his Fire Prince crown, both boys smiling at the camera
Acquired in Prismatica. In September 2020, Noiz (MINIATURE MODEL WARSHIPzunge) propositioned Zuko for a detailed description of the pain he felt when his father burned his face, trading this strange information for enchanted tea leaves that allow the drinker to change their appearance at will. Effects of each bag typically lasts for about an hour; Zuko was gifted three teabags. He's saving it for a special occasion.
Acquired in Prismatica. Zuko picked up the hobby of model making while idling his time. He was sent to Avalon with his favorite model. He struggled to find a simple, antique-looking warship amongst all the modern alien battleships, but managed to find a small cruiser that very vaguely resembled his own back home, and painted it to look metal and as if it were a ship from the Fire Navy. He plans to customize it further, following Gokudera's clever idea to modify the bow into a spiked, movable bridge, just like Zuko's real ship. He may or may not be waiting to do it with Gokudera, still sad over their lost memories together in Prismatica. Regardless, the little ship reminds him of home, and he's become quite fond of this hobby, finding it relaxing and oddly meditative. His mind needs focus, his hands need to work, or else he'll go mad thinking. Making models is stimulating and mindless at once. Uncle Iroh encouraged the hobby, proud that his nephew has found something creative he enjoys, or just... something he enjoys at all.
Avalon application questions;
He gained his first two best friends in the true, normal sense of the term, in two other angry boys his age, Hikaru and Gokudera, who are both now in Avalon (though Gokudera has been pulled from canon whereas Hikaru came with his Prisma CRAU). The two of them helped Zuko tame his temper and open himself to unfamiliar friendships, whether they seem either entirely unlikely or downright kismet, both bettering his sense of empathy and his sense of humor. Prisma also ushered in a new era of peace between Zuko and his sister, Azula, which will carry over now that they've arrived in a new world together again. He struggled with some confusing romantic and sexual feelings that will continue to have ripple effects here in Avalon, particularly regarding Gokudera and Azula, with many nerves still raw and a broken heart still bleeding, but the end result is feeling much more capable of love than he'd seen himself prior. He lived in self-denial at Prisma due to his reluctance for cheap physical intimacy for energy/money, so no longer bound by this constant exhaustion, Zuko will be up and at 'em in Avalon, eager to live another new life outside those bounds.
He learned a lot about the modern world (of his own and of his friends') and picked up some new special interests that will also carry over here. He's filled out his "normal teenager to-do list" in a sense, finding himself surrounded almost exclusively by other boys his own age, which makes for an interesting crash course on the way of the world... There are a lot of gaps in Zuko's knowledge, but he's enjoying his learning process more than at home, even though the atmosphere and circumstances are like night and day. Zuko got a taste of living life as an average, non-royal, wannabe-normal teenager and wants more. He's hot on the idea of existential plurality now so he's keen to erase his true history and identity in favor of building a new one of his own making to suit his new life in a new world. The front may fall only with the new few friends he trusts the most, adding to another exercise in how to bond well...
But whether he's revealing the whole truth of his story or not, without pressure to touch and no extra sexual persuasion here, Zuko will be over the moon to try and engage in normal ways again, however he perceives that. He lost his firebending and gained it back, with the meditative help of his uncle Iroh, but without him here in Avalon as well, and having to go through this shock all over again, the loss now permanent and not a mental block, he's going to be distraught for some time over the new magic he must learn. He'll likewise be distraught that his best friend/crush Gokudera has forgotten him, and this will affect his other friendships for a time, making him more explosive once more. But his level-up in intimate communication skills will help abate that raw heartbreak, especially with his friends from home he'll be so overjoyed to see after half a year away on a weird rainbow magic sex planet. Lots of pros and cons to balance out. He's just as grumpy and heavy-hearted as ever, but now with more freedom to direct it in avenues that were never open to him at home. His sense of self-reinvention spans many planes of reality now, tangible or not.
Sample thread: Haircut and bonding with Hikaru, November 2020
Q1: You've been stranded on a desert island with only one standard-size travel suitcase. If you could only have 3 items in that suitcase, what would you want those items to be and why? Useful stuff... Like first-aid supplies or camping gear... And my dao swords. I don't think most people get to pack for a nice, well-planned summer vacation before they get stranded, though.
Q2: Tell us about a defining event in your life that you think influenced who you are today. ...There are many. Uncle taught me any events can influence who you are, but only you can define who you then become. So the obvious answer would be the day of my banishment, but the honest answer would be when I confronted my father on the Day of Black Sun and decided to join the Avatar... It was my father's decision to burn me, and of course his punishment influenced my life forever, but that just shows what kind of person *he* is... But it was my decision to aid the fight against him and help dethrone him, so that shows who *I* am... And my choice in defining right from wrong influences not just my own future, but the future of my nation, and the prospects for world peace. Events happen, but what you do with their influence on you moving forward is what defines what kind of person you are in the end.
Q3: What does family mean to you and who do you consider a part of your family? Family isn't family. Or it doesn't have to be. Family are the people who make you feel safe, and loved. If your own family doesn't, you're not bound to them or obligated to love them or help them, if they wouldn't do the same for you. Just like you define who you are for yourself, your family can't take credit for that strength, let alone discredit it or take it away, just because they know you... And just because they know you doesn't mean they *know you* truly. If you can choose what path to take to follow your destiny, then you can choose the right people to help you on your life's journey. Blood doesn't matter — love matters more.
Q4: Tell me about a time you were involved in a personal conflict (not a physical fight). What would you do differently to resolve it? When I left the Fire Nation... I broke my girlfriend's heart. I knew she'd think I was betraying our nation by joining the Avatar to fight against my father, and I knew that since I'd become an enemy of the state (again) from then on, if we stayed together and kept in contact, it'd just put her in danger. I didn't want her to be a part of it. But I just wrote her a letter... I didn't even explain myself well! When she confronted me in person unexpectedly, I could feel her anger, how she felt I'd betrayed her *and* my family *and* my country all at once. But when I betrayed her *again* to get away, I took advantage of her in a vulnerable moment to escape... I saw the white hot pain in her eyes. And I'll never forget that look. Even after that, though, she saved my life, and helped me and my friends escape — she forgave me anyway. Sometimes I think I didn't deserve her forgiveness. She didn't deserve how I left her, that's for sure. I owed her an explanation, or at least a proper goodbye, face-to-face... I know what I did was brave overall, leaving like that, but how I broke up with her in a *letter* was cowardly. Plus, doing it that way— I never even got to kiss her goodbye...
Q5: Do you have any regrets? If so, what are the biggest ones? If not, what is something you wish you had gotten to do back home? Uncle. How I treated Uncle. How I betrayed him in Ba Sing Se, how cruel I was to him in prison, all the horrible things I've said to him over the years... Calling him the laziest man in the Fire Nation, that he's a fat old fool who's always been jealous of his brother, saying he's crazy and should be sleeping in a gutter... I was horrible to him. I know he's forgiven me. But I wish he didn't have to; or at least I wish he had less to forgive. How would things be different if I'd treated him better? If I'd listened to his advice more, not kicked back against him for years? What if I had stayed on the right side of the fight in Ba Sing Se and hadn't betrayed him? Would we have won the war sooner? Uncle is wise and kind and powerful because he's been through a lot and had to define himself, just like me — he knows what he's talking about... That's why he could forgive me so easily. But he's been more like a father to me than my own father. Remembering the terrible things I've said to him over the years feels like a punch in the gut every time. He definitely didn't deserve all that misdirected abuse. It's shameful to admit it. I'm lucky to have his love, because even if he says I've earned it or I deserve it, I know now that's not how you treat the people you love. I'm learning how not to take shit out on people like that, but... I wish I weren't learning it the hard way. Uncle's forgiveness can't erase my words.